Re-innering

The brain is a treacherous entity
always messin' with identity
and mind is a trickster
somehow convinced that it fixed her
by changing the order of things
fixin' the crack
restoring the whack
makes shit turn to shiter
makes light even brighter
memories 
carefully disarming enemies
distortion
blowing futiles out of proportion
delirium
in need of equilibrium
how wishful remembering
sneaks in
 you never noticing
the shifting
reality
in me

I.A.m