Tailfin

wistfully  wagging my tailfin
and wading through waters undeep 
wondering wherein lies the difference
between waking and falling asleep
when both lack rumination

The shock of daylights squinting eyes 
hurt by harshness of echoing lies
the world of more-móre and I don't care why's
despair that dances with despise
until the day meets its demise

Let nighttime tear the day asunder
foreseeing smell of blood and thunder
dancing shoes on lets go wonder in
the deep sea with its delicate drifters
dipso-maniacal narcotic shifters
no plans 
no future
 just smooch her and dance dance dance

"I didn't peg you for a substance abuser"
laughingly loving the tailspin

I.A.m